To introduce myself I am Deepak working as an inspector in crime branch of police department. My other important credential is that I am a m/f cross dresser. It started initially around teen age as I used to have strong urge to dress in girly clothes and had absolutely no difficulty in finding them with two sisters on either side one being elder by two years and the other younger by two years.
During the initial days of my crossdressing the feeling of fem dress on myself was absolutely sensational. By the time I had started feeling the fem dress my younger sisted had already menstruated and used to dress up in long skirt, blouse and half saree and my elder sister had graduated to wearing regular sarees. At times both my sisters used to dress up in salwar suit with matching chunni. Even though I was comfortable in dressing up en fem in my youngers sisters left over dresses in the bath or salwar suits of both sisters, I found draping the saree a difficult proposition in spite of the fact that I had choice of both my elder sisters as well as my moms sarees
However in spite of several attemts I could not come to grips with draping the saree and over an years time I had become obsessed with desire to learn to do the same and felt incomplete. That was the time I got a golden oppertunity to act in a school play and with out a second thought opted for the only girls role available to the surprise of my friends. But as per the play I was required to dress in a salwar suit or a long skirt, blouse and a half saree as an age appropriate dress which came as a great disappointment to me as I was keen to dress up in a regular saree.
During the initial days of my crossdressing the feeling of fem dress on myself was absolutely sensational. By the time I had started feeling the fem dress my younger sisted had already menstruated and used to dress up in long skirt, blouse and half saree and my elder sister had graduated to wearing regular sarees. At times both my sisters used to dress up in salwar suit with matching chunni. Even though I was comfortable in dressing up en fem in my youngers sisters left over dresses in the bath or salwar suits of both sisters, I found draping the saree a difficult proposition in spite of the fact that I had choice of both my elder sisters as well as my moms sarees
However in spite of several attemts I could not come to grips with draping the saree and over an years time I had become obsessed with desire to learn to do the same and felt incomplete. That was the time I got a golden oppertunity to act in a school play and with out a second thought opted for the only girls role available to the surprise of my friends. But as per the play I was required to dress in a salwar suit or a long skirt, blouse and a half saree as an age appropriate dress which came as a great disappointment to me as I was keen to dress up in a regular saree.
When I informed my family about my role in the play my sisters were excited to get me dressing up girly to practice for the play. Since wearing salwar suit or long skirt with half saree as required for the play were easier options I told my sisters that the dress requirement was yet to be finalized. Hence our director of the play had suggested to me to try salwar suit, skirt with half saree as well as regular saree and practice my role at home. Though our director had told me to practice dressing up en fem at home only for three day and the last day for dress reharsal I told my family that our director had asked me to practice dressing up en fem for three weeks
Hence those three weeks before the play my sisters had great fun dressing me up girly by alternately dressing me up in salwar suit, long skirt with half saree and regular saree. Along with the dress my sisters used to make me up nicely including making me wear bangles, a neck chain and press type ear rings they had procured. To make my hair look feminine they used add on hair peices of my mom and used to style my hair with mid partition in a feminine way. Though I used to love being dressed up in a regular saree even dressing up in salwar suit or long skirt with half saree used to be a thrilling experience especially to look and feel like a girl in the company of my sisters.
By the time I was dressed up in a regular saree twice I felt competant enough to drape the saree on my own which I used to practice in the bath room daily and had perfected the art of draping the saree entirely on my own. Along with feeling highly elated with dressing up en fem on a daily basis after school till next morning I had taken keen interest in observing my sisters and mom at home or other girls / ladies about the way they used to handle the dress or behave. I realized that while girls when ever dressed up in salwar suit used to wear it in different styles and keep adjusting the chunni all the time by quite often changing the style of wearing the chunni.
Hence those three weeks before the play my sisters had great fun dressing me up girly by alternately dressing me up in salwar suit, long skirt with half saree and regular saree. Along with the dress my sisters used to make me up nicely including making me wear bangles, a neck chain and press type ear rings they had procured. To make my hair look feminine they used add on hair peices of my mom and used to style my hair with mid partition in a feminine way. Though I used to love being dressed up in a regular saree even dressing up in salwar suit or long skirt with half saree used to be a thrilling experience especially to look and feel like a girl in the company of my sisters.
By the time I was dressed up in a regular saree twice I felt competant enough to drape the saree on my own which I used to practice in the bath room daily and had perfected the art of draping the saree entirely on my own. Along with feeling highly elated with dressing up en fem on a daily basis after school till next morning I had taken keen interest in observing my sisters and mom at home or other girls / ladies about the way they used to handle the dress or behave. I realized that while girls when ever dressed up in salwar suit used to wear it in different styles and keep adjusting the chunni all the time by quite often changing the style of wearing the chunni.
On the other hand I also observed that even ladies dressed up in sarees also used to wear the pallu in different styles in a formal way like my sister by pleating it and pinning it on the left shoulder when ever she used to go to her college. Where as my mom almost always used to wear the pallu in free flowing style but often used to adjust the loose end either by tucking the end at the waist or taking it over her right shoulder. Hence the best time for me to practice all these variations of the saree pallu or chunni was when ever I was alone in my room at night.
Anyway in the company of my sisters or mom I had started imitating their style which they found quite enjoyable and in fact took initiative to teach me various other styles of wering either the saree pallu or chunni while dressed up in salwar suit. With all the practice I realized that by the second week since I had started dressing up en fem these variations of either pallu of the saree or chunni over salwar suit came naturaly to me. By third week my elder sister had managed to procure a wig from one of her friends and after styling it in a natural feminine way my whole family certified that I looked totally girly.
Further my sisters had also started training me in girly behavior of walking and speaking which was also progressing quite well. It would be an under statement to say that I was on cloud nine to dress, look and feel feminine but most pleasurable aspect was that my whole family also thoroughly enjoyed being part of my pleasure. When I went for the dress reharsal dressed up in salwar suit it was totally beyond expectations of our drama director who found it difficult to believe that I was really the person a boy looking stunning like a real girl. Needless to say I won the first prize for my performance to the great pleasure of my family
Anyway in the company of my sisters or mom I had started imitating their style which they found quite enjoyable and in fact took initiative to teach me various other styles of wering either the saree pallu or chunni while dressed up in salwar suit. With all the practice I realized that by the second week since I had started dressing up en fem these variations of either pallu of the saree or chunni over salwar suit came naturaly to me. By third week my elder sister had managed to procure a wig from one of her friends and after styling it in a natural feminine way my whole family certified that I looked totally girly.
Further my sisters had also started training me in girly behavior of walking and speaking which was also progressing quite well. It would be an under statement to say that I was on cloud nine to dress, look and feel feminine but most pleasurable aspect was that my whole family also thoroughly enjoyed being part of my pleasure. When I went for the dress reharsal dressed up in salwar suit it was totally beyond expectations of our drama director who found it difficult to believe that I was really the person a boy looking stunning like a real girl. Needless to say I won the first prize for my performance to the great pleasure of my family
From then onwards my dressing up en fem on a daily basis in bath room continued unhindered but would also utilize any occasion even out side the bath when ever privacy was available. Added to this once in a way both my sisters also loved to dress me up en fem just for fun. On one occasion my elder sister had bought a new saree which I appreciated a lot for its beautiful design which pleased her a lot and offered dress me up en fem in that saree which felt really great as it was first time that I had dressed up in any form of new fem dress. Few days later my elder sister had a very difficult exam to attend in college and dressed up in that same new saree for the exam though feeling quite nervous. It turned out that she had done the exam very well and far beyond her own expectations which prompted her to give credit to her new saree being lucky for her.
Further on second thoughts my sister mentioned that apart from the new saree being lucky my dressing up in that saree first might have added to the luck in doing her exams very well. Since that day it became a regular feature for both my sisters to dress me up en fem first in their new clothes either be it a salwar suit or a long skirt with half saree or a regular saree as it it considered as a good omen. These special occasions always used to be a delightful experience for me as well as my sisters. After a while even mom followed my sisters to dress me up first in any new saree bought for herself and I was privilaged to be the first person to wear any new feminine dress bought in my family. By the time I was of 20 yers age my elder sister got married and some how after her departure I started having a rethinking on my obsession with dressing up en fem. That was also the time I had started developing gender conflict and gave up dressing up with great difficulty as I desired to totally identify myself as a normal male that I was born as in all respects including dress. That was also time I paid special attention to my body building and took to Karate at which
Since both of us were officers in the police department we needed to seek permission to marry. However as we were also the best in the business of disguise we were advised to have only a registered marriage without any kind of publicity either within the department or outside. As far as I and Radha were concerned we did not care as long as we were not separated and posted away from each other. As such our married life was going great with both of us matching each others aggression while making love and found Radha most contented and happy.
Further on second thoughts my sister mentioned that apart from the new saree being lucky my dressing up in that saree first might have added to the luck in doing her exams very well. Since that day it became a regular feature for both my sisters to dress me up en fem first in their new clothes either be it a salwar suit or a long skirt with half saree or a regular saree as it it considered as a good omen. These special occasions always used to be a delightful experience for me as well as my sisters. After a while even mom followed my sisters to dress me up first in any new saree bought for herself and I was privilaged to be the first person to wear any new feminine dress bought in my family. By the time I was of 20 yers age my elder sister got married and some how after her departure I started having a rethinking on my obsession with dressing up en fem. That was also the time I had started developing gender conflict and gave up dressing up with great difficulty as I desired to totally identify myself as a normal male that I was born as in all respects including dress. That was also time I paid special attention to my body building and took to Karate at which
took to Karate at which I really excelled to the extant of earning a black belt and winning several championships. By that time I had completed my post graduation and some how found myself as a protector of girls and ladies living in our locality either from eve teasing or some boys trying to get smart with girls.
Over those years ladies and girls started depending on me for assistance 24x7 and some how felt safe in the locality. As I was looking around for a job most natural choice was to apply for a job in police force due to my inherant nature to be a protector. Due to my decent academic as well as special credentials as a Karate champion I was selected as an inspector in crime branch and was sent for training.
After a month of our training period I realized that several girls were also recruited for the lady police force who also trained with us though stayed in a seperate ladies hostel. For the male recruits apart from Karate and other martial arts, commando training was also cumpulsory but for lady police officers it was restricted to Katate training and few other forms of martial arts suited to them. As I was already an expert in karate I was exempted from training but used to be deputed to train the lady officers in the absence of their trainer.
Though I was proud of myself as an expert in karate, it was only when I went to train the lady officers did I realize that even some of the lady officers were also champions. One such lady officer was Radha who had outstanding skills but had not bothered about her belt certification. For skill enhancement of officers I was sent for the advanced commando course while Radha went for advanced training in Karate. After we completed our special training we were back at the training academy for the final 6 months of our training before placement in our respective departments.
Over those years ladies and girls started depending on me for assistance 24x7 and some how felt safe in the locality. As I was looking around for a job most natural choice was to apply for a job in police force due to my inherant nature to be a protector. Due to my decent academic as well as special credentials as a Karate champion I was selected as an inspector in crime branch and was sent for training.
After a month of our training period I realized that several girls were also recruited for the lady police force who also trained with us though stayed in a seperate ladies hostel. For the male recruits apart from Karate and other martial arts, commando training was also cumpulsory but for lady police officers it was restricted to Katate training and few other forms of martial arts suited to them. As I was already an expert in karate I was exempted from training but used to be deputed to train the lady officers in the absence of their trainer.
Though I was proud of myself as an expert in karate, it was only when I went to train the lady officers did I realize that even some of the lady officers were also champions. One such lady officer was Radha who had outstanding skills but had not bothered about her belt certification. For skill enhancement of officers I was sent for the advanced commando course while Radha went for advanced training in Karate. After we completed our special training we were back at the training academy for the final 6 months of our training before placement in our respective departments.
In fact Radha had impressed all the senior officers at the academy, with her special ability, who felt that as far as karate skills were concerned Radha was the best and could challenge any one including the male officers. Though I was not much bothered as I had always felt that Radha was very good but for several of my male trainees it was a prestige question. Hence they told the senior officers that though Radha may be good but she cannot defeat me as I was a black belt champion for many years.
What started as a fun gradually got serious with challenges and counter challenges from the lady officers on behalf of Radha and male officers on my behalf with no one bothering about even consulting us. During the last few months several compititions used to be held for various activities seperately for lady as well as male officers. However that year due to the controversy of challenges between lady and male officers with consent from Radha the seniors officers decided to name a seperate karate champion among both ladies and male officers.
When I was informed by my friends I was very much surprised and refused to contest as I always considered myself as a protector of the weaker sex and no way I was going to fight a lady. Though Radha was a humble person even as a champion it was the other ladies in the group who were making all the noices about the common karate champion. When the ladies heard about my disinterest they even teased the male officers not being male enough to fight a lady. By that time the mostly male senior staff of the academy felt sorry to have even thought of such an event but it was too late as it involved the prestige of male officers.
When I was informed by my friends I was very much surprised and refused to contest as I always considered myself as a protector of the weaker sex and no way I was going to fight a lady. Though Radha was a humble person even as a champion it was the other ladies in the group who were making all the noices about the common karate champion. When the ladies heard about my disinterest they even teased the male officers not being male enough to fight a lady. By that time the mostly male senior staff of the academy felt sorry to have even thought of such an event but it was too late as it involved the prestige of male officers.
Even though I was confidant of winning I consented with disinterest just to fight to fulfill male ego of my friends. When I did agree to the fight the lady officers came out with another suggestion. That was if I win the contest then Radha will work as my assistant for the remaining period of the training even though we were both equal in Rank. 9/16/09 kausalya
However if I loose the contest then I will have to stay in the ladies hostel as another girl for 10 days. Though this was a rediculous suggestion my friends with out a second thought had agreed for this challenge as both myself and my friends were confidant about my winning.
However if I loose the contest then I will have to stay in the ladies hostel as another girl for 10 days. Though this was a rediculous suggestion my friends with out a second thought had agreed for this challenge as both myself and my friends were confidant about my winning.
Though both myself and Radha were great admirers of each other's talents the contest had gone far beyond our personal respect for the other. Anyway the day of the contest did arrive and it was a five round match to decide the champion. As the match started I realized that due to the advance training received Radha was not only highly alert but was also very skillful. I had also noticed that she had tightly tied her bosom at the back with bulge of her breasts hardly showing. Surprisingly the first two rounds were a draw with both of us scoring equal points which started setting alarm bells with in me as well as my friends.
I won the 3rd round but Radha came back strongly to win the 4th round taking the decider to the last 5th round before which both of us took a 10 minutes break. During the break Radha had gone to the rest room and came out loosening up her bosom and her breasts showing in a normal way which surprised me. Anyway I was calm and relaxed approached the last round with great confidance and by half way had scored two extra points. It was then that Radha hit back at me as we were entangled by pressing her soft bosom against my chest which disturbed my concentration for just a second and it was enough for her to level the scores by unsettling me and the match ended in a draw.
Thus the senior officers decided that we did not have one but two karate champions. Unfortunately both the male as well as lady officers were unhappy that their representative could not win. While ladies were more unhappy not only with Radha for not winning but having lost out getting me en fem. On the other hand male officers were almost nervous at the possibility of my loosing which was quite possible due to excellant skills possessed by Radha 9/16/09 kausalya
but were happy to settle for a draw.
but were happy to settle for a draw.
Later in privacy when I met Radha I asked her about loosening of her bosom during the last round when she gave mischious smile and said that somehow she had a feeling that unless she did something unusual she might loose the match. Hence she had decided to use the exclusive feminine weapon of her soft bosom to unsettle me and in fact succeeded. Radha added that but for that action she was bound to loose and complimented me on my skills. I also reciprocated that she was also very good and the best lady karate expert I had seen. Further with mutual respect for each other we decided to being good friends for the present as well as in future.
As part of training, different officers were trained to specialize in various aspects and one of the areas of my specialization was to stay in disguise as an under cover. However due to certain constraints the specialist trainers in disguise could not arrive during that last month of our training and their arrival was delayed by a few days after completion of our traning course. However around that time few senior disguise experts of our department met a tragic accident and died. This forced our department to extend my stay at the training academy by a month though I was commissioned as a regular officer along with my friends.
As the next batch of officer trainees were due only after another 3 months I was the only male officer from my batch left behind at the academy though the lady officers had another month left to complete their course. As the expert trainers in disguise were due in a week I could get to meet Radha in the evenings as a friend and we used to have good time. In fact I was surprised to learn that she was also selected to join the crime branch due to her special skills in combat and likely to join me in the disguise training and at least I had company of a good friend. 9/16/09 kausalya
Though both of us were being trained in the special skills of disguise the department believed in keeping it a secret as they were averse to give publicity about the officers training in such skills. Hence neither my batch mates nor the other lady officer trainees were aware of the special training we were undergoing. As our training started we just could not beleive how we could transform ourselves to look as a totally different person. The tools used for these make over changes were quite sophisticated which we had never seen or heard. Apart from the changed looks we were also trained in different behavioral patterns to suit our new looks.
Though both of us were being trained in the special skills of disguise the department believed in keeping it a secret as they were averse to give publicity about the officers training in such skills. Hence neither my batch mates nor the other lady officer trainees were aware of the special training we were undergoing. As our training started we just could not beleive how we could transform ourselves to look as a totally different person. The tools used for these make over changes were quite sophisticated which we had never seen or heard. Apart from the changed looks we were also trained in different behavioral patterns to suit our new looks.
However the training for myself and Radha differed a bit to suit our genders but the basic skills in make over remained same. Last week of my training pertained to myself going under cover as female but even the expert considered it beyond his ability to correctly replicate fem behavior. Hence the expert sought Radha's help which she agreed to provide but felt that my staying en fem for that full week including living with the girls in the ladies hostel might help me in perfecting not only to look feminine but also adopt to behavioral pattern Surpisingly the expert fully agreed with her perseption and felt, that would be the best way for me to not only to look feminine but also feel as one of them, did not even feel necessary to consult me. This important skill he further said would go a long way in my being a complete expert in disguise as it was easy for me to look male in different appearences but being a fem was a difficult proposition. I really could not make out if Radha had given her opinion as a joke or otherwise but my trainer was most serious and in full agreement for Radha's suggestion to be implimented.
At my end I was wondering at the situation and really could not react one way or the other. I was unhappy to getting back to dressing up en fem after most successfully implimenting my resolve to stay a complete male for the past seven years. On the other hand the very prospect of my getting dressed up en fem after seven long years and to stay as a lady among ladies for one week was a wonderful feeling. Anyway as they say if rape is inevitable why not lie down and enjoy it, I started to mentally prepare myself.
However my trainer felt that we must find an appropriate reason for my staying in the ladies hostel as another girl but also cover up the confidentiality of our special training and asked our opinion. Radha then remembered about our Karate match and the girls desire to get me en fem and made to stay with them if I were to loose that match and explained it to the trainer. Our trainer also felt that this would be a perfect reason and requested Radha to inform the girls in advance before I shifted to their hostel en fem. 9/17/09 kausalya
Next day during our training Radha with the help of the latest make over kit transformed into a perfectly looking fem but made sure to dress me up in her own skirt and a blouse to avoid suspecion from the other lady officers. I really cannot say whether it was due to the special make over items provided by the department or due to Radha's talent, I was looking most feminine ever in my life and feeling of the dress on myself was most sensational. Unfortunately it was not possible for me to share my exclusive personal extatic feelings being dressed up en fem after a gap of over seven years.
Next day during our training Radha with the help of the latest make over kit transformed into a perfectly looking fem but made sure to dress me up in her own skirt and a blouse to avoid suspecion from the other lady officers. I really cannot say whether it was due to the special make over items provided by the department or due to Radha's talent, I was looking most feminine ever in my life and feeling of the dress on myself was most sensational. Unfortunately it was not possible for me to share my exclusive personal extatic feelings being dressed up en fem after a gap of over seven years.
For rest of the half day Radha utilized to train me in feminine behavior and mannerisms about which though I was femiliar but did not show it to her and behaved like a good student. Anyway by end of our working hours it was time for me to leave with her en fem to the ladies hostel along with my normal daily needs. Radha was quite pleased with my improvement in girly behavior and mannerisms. Just to check my ability to manage myself en fem Radha suggested and left for the hostel alone while I followed her after 5 minutes.
Even though the lady officers were aware of my likelyhood of going to the hostel en fem no one really recognized me as I reached that place and asked for Radha in a unisex voice practiced for several hours. Most of them in fact mistook me for another normal lady who had gone there to meet Radha. After Radha came over and introduced me as Inspector Deepak our senior officer though senior by only one month, took all the lady officers by surprise. Radha further mentioned that since he was senior to her by one month she was made to be his assistant for the past one week. However as agreed during the Karate match which was a draw Deepak has gracefully accepted to stay en fem in the girls hostel for one full week 9/17/09 kausalya
Radha's announcement in fact brought lots of cheer as well as appreciation from all the lady officers for me, who were really wondering at the wonderful make over given by Radha as they found it difficult beleive that I was not a real fem. Anyway Radha added that though she had made me buy few pairs of under garments it was the responsibility of all the lady officers to share their dresses with me which all of them agreed to do with great pleasure. That started one of the most memorable week of my entire life till then to dress, feel and live like a fem in the company of ladies as one of them.
Radha's announcement in fact brought lots of cheer as well as appreciation from all the lady officers for me, who were really wondering at the wonderful make over given by Radha as they found it difficult beleive that I was not a real fem. Anyway Radha added that though she had made me buy few pairs of under garments it was the responsibility of all the lady officers to share their dresses with me which all of them agreed to do with great pleasure. That started one of the most memorable week of my entire life till then to dress, feel and live like a fem in the company of ladies as one of them.
As a starter for all the lady officers accepting me as one of them, my name was changed to Deepa a feminine name which I really did not mind as I felt, as if I had gone back by 7 years and was thoroughly enjoying myself being feminine. In fact that evening almost all the ladies stayed with me till we had dinner and it was time to sleep. As agreed by the ladies to share their dresses I had a choice of 4 different types of night gowns to choose and few sets of dresses for me to wear next day. By the time I woke up next morning most of the lady officers had left for their training early except Radha.
However unknown to the lady officer trainees my training in disguise for that full one week was just to stay dressed up en fem in different types of ladies dresses and most importantly perfect my feminine behavior. Hence Radha decided to dress me up in different types of fem dresses during that full week and practice feeling comfortable in handling that dress as well as improve on fem mannerism. By now Radha herself had more than perfected in make over and to start the day asked me to apply hair removing cream before I took bath. 9/17/09 kausalya
Once I was ready to start my day en fem she dressed me up in a salwar suit with a beautiful matching chunni made me practice running around with a two inch heeled ladies sandals till we joined the other ladies for lunch. After lunch and other lady officers left to contnue their training Radha hit upon an idea to go out in public which was a first time experience for me. As my make over was perfect there was no chance of any one finding the truth about my gender. After running around for a few hours in market places mixing with people of all age groups and genders with occasional body contact we returned to the ladies hostel.
Once I was ready to start my day en fem she dressed me up in a salwar suit with a beautiful matching chunni made me practice running around with a two inch heeled ladies sandals till we joined the other ladies for lunch. After lunch and other lady officers left to contnue their training Radha hit upon an idea to go out in public which was a first time experience for me. As my make over was perfect there was no chance of any one finding the truth about my gender. After running around for a few hours in market places mixing with people of all age groups and genders with occasional body contact we returned to the ladies hostel.
Evenings at the hostel was great with all the ladies assembling in the common room to have fun and recreation. Anyway the ladies also desired that I needed a change of dress and took great pleasure to dress me up in a saree. In fact I was also very much thrilled to dressing up in a saree after seven long years and just loved the sensational feeling of the saree on myself. Though the girls were aware that Radha had tried in improving my girly behavior and mannerisms they also felt need to contribute with suggestions which I readily agreed to impliment.
Though I slept in a night gown I requested Radha to dress me up in a saree next morning as the main dress for the day and found the ladies admiring my dress during lunch as all of them were in working dress of lady police uniform. After lunch I really loved to run around the market places like the previous day especially adjusting my saree pallu in different styles Radha had made me practice during the morning session. By evening even Radha appreciated my enhanced feminine skills by commenting that my handling of the saree pallu was most natural like a real lady down the street. What she was not aware however was that I have been used to all these feminine skills till I had put a seven year pause but the skills came back to me as if there was no break at all. 9/17/09 kausalya
That whole week passed off like a dream with me and Radha running around town dressed in different styles like saree in north Indian style, typical ladies gown which came up to knee length, skirt and blouse, salwar suit with a lovely chunni. However the evenings were exclusively reserved for the pleasure of other lady officers in the hostel and dressing me up en fem was also as per their choice. For my pleasure as well as their own the ladies entertained me with song and dance and even made my try it as a fem. Though initially I had difficulty but by end of the week I was myself surprised that I could manage to dance to a few songs like other girls.
On the last day of my training Radha made me practice draping the saree perfectly several times and presented me in the presence of our trainer. However he requested Radha for an extra days practice during which he wanted to see me to dress up myself in different types or styles en fem and certified me as a perfect disguise expert and thanked Radha for her special efforts. That evening being the last day for me en fem in the ladies hostel I had great fun with all the lady officers as one of them to the extant of almost forgetting that I continued to be a male under my petty coat. Soon enough I joined my regular posting in the crime branch at Mumbai and the initial months was not much eventful as I was a new and as such much responsibility was not given to me. However after a couple of months I started to accompany teams of officers and men when ever they went on raids. As I was an expert in disguise the department also gave me responsibility to build a new team as few members of the old team had died earlier in an accident. By that time Radha had also joined the crime branch as a lady inspector and together we started building the new team.
That whole week passed off like a dream with me and Radha running around town dressed in different styles like saree in north Indian style, typical ladies gown which came up to knee length, skirt and blouse, salwar suit with a lovely chunni. However the evenings were exclusively reserved for the pleasure of other lady officers in the hostel and dressing me up en fem was also as per their choice. For my pleasure as well as their own the ladies entertained me with song and dance and even made my try it as a fem. Though initially I had difficulty but by end of the week I was myself surprised that I could manage to dance to a few songs like other girls.
On the last day of my training Radha made me practice draping the saree perfectly several times and presented me in the presence of our trainer. However he requested Radha for an extra days practice during which he wanted to see me to dress up myself in different types or styles en fem and certified me as a perfect disguise expert and thanked Radha for her special efforts. That evening being the last day for me en fem in the ladies hostel I had great fun with all the lady officers as one of them to the extant of almost forgetting that I continued to be a male under my petty coat. Soon enough I joined my regular posting in the crime branch at Mumbai and the initial months was not much eventful as I was a new and as such much responsibility was not given to me. However after a couple of months I started to accompany teams of officers and men when ever they went on raids. As I was an expert in disguise the department also gave me responsibility to build a new team as few members of the old team had died earlier in an accident. By that time Radha had also joined the crime branch as a lady inspector and together we started building the new team.
During the initial period the job of disguise team members was restricted mainly to go under cover to trouble spots, mingle with the local crowd and collect information either with the help of police informers or on their own 9/17/09 kausalya
police informers or on their own. The information was used by the crime branch to conduct raids to catch criminals. Over a period we had set up a network of civilian informers at several areas to collect information and personally verify the same in disguise.
police informers or on their own. The information was used by the crime branch to conduct raids to catch criminals. Over a period we had set up a network of civilian informers at several areas to collect information and personally verify the same in disguise.
There were also occasions when we found that time was short for crime branch teams to arrive before the criminals escaped. During one such occasion I took the risk of following the criminal to a secluded area and catch him. This brought lots of appreciation for my efforts but my senior officers cautioned me that I should not risk exposing myself in disguise as a crime branch police inspector. With passing of few more months the activty of our disguise section was progressing very well with some of the policemen even disguising as transexuals or hijras accompanied that group to collect some valuable inputs.
Those were the days when dancing programs by girls in beer bars was yet to be banned and few bars were notorious as they were frequented by noted criminals. Hence our senior officers were wondering if we could penetrate some of those places with our disguise team of lady inspector Radha along with few members of lady police. However they felt that exposing the lady police team to such hazardous places was highly risky but found Radha quite enthusiastic to give it a try. After lots of discussions it was decided that along with Radha myself, also well trained in disguising as a lady, should also accompany them. As a back up a group of our officers and men would also be around in disguise as regular customers.
Our intelligence team was looking for proper feed back to trap a few noted criminals and Radha's team was expected to be part of dancing girls in about two weeks. Hence during the first week myself and Radha visited several dance bars in disguise with Radha appearing in a male diguise just to watch the performance of the dance girls to replicate when our time came. During the second week I spent most of my time from morning till 9/17/09 kausalya
evening at Radha's place to dress up en fem and both of us practiced dancing like the bar girls and by end of the week Radha certified my dancing performance as satisfactory.
evening at Radha's place to dress up en fem and both of us practiced dancing like the bar girls and by end of the week Radha certified my dancing performance as satisfactory.
For a few days both of us even ran around dressed up like dancing girls went around several bars just to get a feel of the places but with out getting in as normally ladies hardly visited those places as customers. In fact it was fun as we received lots of attention from not only regular customers but also people on the streets with few of them inviting us offering large amount of money. Anyway our department was planning the operation meticulously and few informers among the bar girls were keeping a close watch on activities of criminals.
Hence by evening after our preperations for over two weeks I used to go over to Radha's place and we used to get ready fully dressed up like a bar girls and wait for the call till about 11 pm. However on the third day we got a call from our informers that one of the most wanted criminal had entered certain bar and we left for that place along with our team. Our team leader had taken the bar manager into confidance and our police team of bar girls joined the others already performing. It was a great surprise for Radha that I was not only dressed and looking like other girls but even my dancing was alomost on par with them. Most important instructions to us was very clear that there should be no scene created due to our presence nor there should be any blood shed.
That was the moment as our back up team was getting ready to start their action the criminal ordered the manager of the bar to send away all the customers as he desired an exclusive dance program only for himself. This changed the situation as our back up team sitting as customers also had to leave the place. That left only the noted criminal equipped with a deadly pistol kept by his side and we the bar girls entertaining him. That was the moment Radha took me back stage to discuss her action plan while other girls were performing. 9/17/09 kausalya
Radha's plan was simple that she would get close to the criminal and try to unsettle him and at that moment I would ponce on him. Further she also adjusted her blouse to ensure her bosom was quite visible and sexy inviting the attention of the criminal.
Radha's plan was simple that she would get close to the criminal and try to unsettle him and at that moment I would ponce on him. Further she also adjusted her blouse to ensure her bosom was quite visible and sexy inviting the attention of the criminal.
Though in theory it looked workable but in practice it was not so easy as the criminal tried to keep his hand on the pistol besides him most of the time. However Radha did not loose patience as she kept getting close to him on and on and which was too much for him to resist and on a perticular moment when the criminal tried to kiss Radha was enough to unsettle him and his hand away from his pistol. That second was also enough for me to pounce on him and pin him down and as per our signal given by other members in guise of dance girls the back up team rushed in to arrest the criminal.
The whole operation was conducted without any kind of noice or scene being created in an absolutely smooth manner and the criminal was taken out of the back door to the waiting police van. After we left the bar resumed its normal operations as if nothing had transpired in the past half hour. Once our purpose was served our seniors asked us to go home as they were not keen to exhibit us in disguise to others as police officers. Since it was past 2 am in the night and my motor cycle as well as my male dress was at Radh's place I also went to her place. Some how with all the excitement and action of that day both of us were really exhausted.
Hence Radha requested me to stay with her for the night and leave in the morning after resting. After a cup of tea while we were relaxing Radha mentioned that my performance as a dancing girl was outstanding and but for her none of the real bar girls were aware nor could believe that I was a male dressed up en fem. Since she had only one double bed there was no choice for me but to sleep on the same with Radha. Hence I decided to sleep with out undressing, as at least it would appear that it was two girls who were sleeping together. 9/17/09 kausalya
Due to exhaustion both of us went in to sleep but after 6 hours of sleep I found that Radha was hugging me and feeling of her soft breast against my chest had woken me up.
Hence Radha requested me to stay with her for the night and leave in the morning after resting. After a cup of tea while we were relaxing Radha mentioned that my performance as a dancing girl was outstanding and but for her none of the real bar girls were aware nor could believe that I was a male dressed up en fem. Since she had only one double bed there was no choice for me but to sleep on the same with Radha. Hence I decided to sleep with out undressing, as at least it would appear that it was two girls who were sleeping together. 9/17/09 kausalya
Due to exhaustion both of us went in to sleep but after 6 hours of sleep I found that Radha was hugging me and feeling of her soft breast against my chest had woken me up.
I really could not make out if Radha's actions were intentional or accidental but was thoroughly enjoyable which prompted me to reciprocate to her but was wondering if she was also awake or still asleep. That was the moment Radha still with her eyes closed asked me if I was waiting for an invitation to go ahead and kiss her which was too much for the male in myself to bear as I kissed her most passionately. As I moved my hands to feel her bosom I also realized that she had just covered it with her saree pallu and had taken off both her bra n blouse. I did not need any further invitation or instruction to undress both of us to enjoy sensational sexual pleasure for the first time in our lives.
Later Radha confirmed to me that it was a first time experience for her also but had her cherry broken during the advanced Karate training. After both of us freshened up and changed over to our regular dress there appeared to be only one subject on both our minds and almost proposed to each other simultaneously. With each of us very much willing to marry the other Radha desired to cook me a feast to celebrate the occasion. Apart from eating we spent the whole day and the night to follow simply resting and romancing like crazy.
Since both of us were officers in the police department we needed to seek permission to marry. However as we were also the best in the business of disguise we were advised to have only a registered marriage without any kind of publicity either within the department or outside. As far as I and Radha were concerned we did not care as long as we were not separated and posted away from each other. As such our married life was going great with both of us matching each others aggression while making love and found Radha most contented and happy.
However once Radha asked me in what way I was different to others in our disguise team where in my behavior and performance while dressed up en fem was so perfect where as she was not able to bring out similar performance from any other member of our team. As our hetero sexual engagement was more than satisfactory I had no hesitation to let her in to the secret of my passion for dressing up en fem and the resultant pleasures that I derived between the ages of 15 to 20 years. Further due to the unexpected training in disguise that I had to undergo and to disguise as a fem after a break of 7 years had re kindled those passions and I had thoroughly enjoyed and in fact loved those occasions when ever I was required to get en fem.
In all honesty I told her that I considered my staying one week as a total fem in the ladies hostel as another lady was definitely a high point of my cross dressing life and thanked Radha for making it happen. My revelation was a real surprise to Radha as she appreciated my honest admission but told me to be prepared to get en fem when ever she was in a mood to spend her time with me as her girl friend. That started a new innings in my married life with Radha occasionally dressing me up en fem to her hearts content and we used to have great time running around the city as two girls without any kind of inhibitions.
On a few week ends we started role reversal with me dressed up and playing the wife while Radha would transform herself to become my loving husband. For these special occasions Radha even trained me in cooking and other house keeping jobs which I loved to perform en fem while Radha also liked these occasions to be the boss at home. Our normal hetero sexual romance was great as usual but our occasional role reversal had added spice to our married life and Radha could make out the immense pleasure dressing up en fem provided me. Hence over a period she had also come to love those occasions when she would be the pampered husband to a lovely wife like me.
Anyway during the five years of being married both myself and Radha had taken part in innumerable special operations both individually and together as under cover officers had contributed immensely to the crime branch. However after these five years both of us were promoted and as desired by Radha requested the department to relieve us from the crime branch. By then we had put in place an excellent team of disguise experts except that there was no male officer or police man who could disguise himself as a female perfectly.
After we were posted to other regular policing jobs Radha felt compelling need to raise a family and with in the next two years was a mother of a lovely daughter. That was also time we had put a stop to our occasional role reversal of my playing the wife and Radha my loving husband. However whenever she missed out on the company of a dear girl friend she did not hesitate to get me en fem of course in the exclusive privacy of our home but no more our going out as two girls in public.
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